Well that's a dark road. i seem to have found my rebellious streak. i want to please him, i suddenly don't want to do what he says. i want to submissively assert my absoloute rights, no infringments, have them honored and respected at the same time i want HIM to accept that as my submission. The problem is that i know that's not submission in HIS eyes. He as told me i may do as i wish, no restrictions, no returns. i could see it took the wind from his sails.
What to do? What to do?